the end of year 2013

31 Desember, 04:24

Jadi bagaimana dengan 2013 kalian?

Tahun 2013 ku.... there's so many things i've done.
I made it as a memories and lessons to learn.
Friendship, love, family, and so others.
There just so many things i learned.

I found my happiness in the end of 2013.
And i do really hope, the happiness that i found will last forever.

Thankyou Allah for the amazing 2013.

What a perfect day ?

What makes my day perfect is when he wish me good night

before I fall asleep ;)

I don't even know why is that so important to me,

sometimes I got confused of my self because of this !

But then now,

I realize that this all is just because of I Miss Him :')

Yayaya... 

just missing him :')

well, 

maybe he dont realize that I miss him..

:'(

Let it go..

Let me die in this feeling,

Die when I miss him :')

These days

*beeeeeep*

I dont know how to start,

cz my brain get stuck -____-

Now,

Lets start :)

Okay, first I'm going to write about HIM..

shut ! stuck again -____-

Yeah great,

its not great anymore but its 'awesome' 

Last last of this week,

im feeling so good

cz he just change him self to be the old one

yeaay ! I like it :)

But then yesterday,

something something happened 

but forget it, 

cz I wanna forget it..

For ever..

Guys I create new blog 

so this the link :

http://inidiadanmereka.blogspot.com 

just copy and paste :)

happy fasting for those who celebrate :)

Gonna change my self to be a better person :')

Maybe it sound a bit extreme..
cz previously I was an talkative, always got hyper, and can't handle my own self..
So, in this Ramadhan month no more like that..

I like to be quite,
be a normal person and can handle my self..

No more getting crazy..
No more joking *maybe*
No more making people laugh
and last no more act like a child...

I will miss my self before changing
become a quite person :))

See ya Salsa..
today I'll change my self and be the new Salsa :)

Space Bound :')

Don't you know I'm so lost without you...
with out you I am SO LOST :'(

This heart is just for you..
I am depending on you...
depending too much,
till I can't make my own decision,
cz I'm lost..

Don't you realize that every second with out you
I'm just like a stupid girl that lost in her own fantasy..

what should I do to make you sure ??

my words cant make u sure isnt it ?
so what could make u sure ???
:'(

dont leave me, dont ever try to leave me..
what i am afraid is LOSING YOU..

i always need you to be in my side,
well maybe you cant..
but thats what I need :')

I'm lost without you :'(
help me find my way by making smile all my day :'(

Never told you :(

Honestly,
I miss you so much :*
as much as I miss you :')

I wish u can know that..
and I do wish that you will be missing me too :)

hmmm, but maybe you are not..

Boy you change a lot..
Not like before..

I don't even know what changed you till you became like this..
Oh ya.. maybe its just me who feel like that :(

But you arre not same as before..
previously you like to call me 'sayang'
you love to said that 'my beloved girlfriend'
Oh and what I will never forget 'my beloved cebol'  and you like to to send me ' :* '

I miss the way you wish me good night before I fell asleep too..

Sayang I miss all your lovely words that come out from ur heart :(
and send me via sms or chat..

what I miss the most is ' :* ' and the way you call me 'sayang'
and all the meaning full nick name that u gave me..
all of that words are really can make me smile and laugh..

I really wish you can know this..

But then I can't  asked you to change your self and it JUST FOR ME..

All the thing I said just now is just a 'missing' feeling..
You can ignore it after u know this..

This is just a note that maybe meaningless for other people and maybe for you too..
But this is what inside my heart :')

If anyone read this..
Thanks for reading :))

Sayang,
I miss you..
where are you ?

why don't you replay my msg ?
why don't you pick up my phone calls ?

well, maybe you were busy..
Thats ok..

But you have to know..
I Miss You