why this life is so hard ):

actually
im tryin to find the best way
not busway...

and i have think abt this way soo many time
my heart hurts and broke into 1000 pieces
):
now, i freaking !


i coshed to forget him,
but then when i think abt tht
he always come to me
but then,
when i miss him
he is GONE !

i think he knows abt this choice
n my friends told me
maybe he lil bit disappointed
when i heard that i like
"OMG, what the heck a i doing?"

i dont want anyone to get hurts
i jz want the best for him
i want him to forget me to (i think he's already)
i want to forget him

but why he keep running around my head
shit dude !

aaah dear...
what should i do,
i jz hurt someone feelings
and now i'm in a big big big trouble...

shit men !
):

kk bye !