This is not what I want

You !
I didn't mean to make us to be like this.
I just want you to be like before

Oh God !
Ii text him like 100 time
but it's nothing

tryin' to apology :)
he accept it.

but i know he hide something behind me.
and i don't even know what.

well, i what can i do
is just put my hands up
and say "whatever"

so, now i'm give up.

I WANT TO DO LIKE WHAT I SAID !!!

aaaaaaaa ! why i just cant do that !!!
WHATEVER !!!!

But i keep care of you !
even though you are not !!

i just can't doing him 'whatever'
cz im too in love with him !

I HATE YOU !

)':

if im in heaven now.
maybe i will be happy, but my happines
ain't perfect! cz i'm not with you.
everything will be perfect if im with you.
FOR EVER